Yoshiyahu,
You certainly don't need me to look up a word in the dictionary
- provided you can spell the word properly.
And you are free to do what you want, but always know there will be retribution and the law. Relying on old Kuen Kuit not in accord with the times is foolish, naive and dangerous.
Of course, it might just be your age or ignorance. You learn MARTIAL ART, not MARTIAL art, or martial ART, so that you can learn to walk away from most conflict, because that you know who you truly are and are capable of knowing outcome ahead of time. If you need it, its there, and you must know you can always avoid a majority of conflict. Wu/Mo means to stop conflict, save a life, protect a life, but no killing. I think it was a disservice for you to not educate yourself on self defense and the law.
Your mentality shows more of a thug-like, or animalistic side, completely on the lower three chakras of power, control, reproduction. It is a mentality based on greed, anger, ignorance. I hope you reform your nature and find more peace, or at least educate yourself better, perhaps move into a better environment, and maintain vigilance if you must enter these areas.
I was like that, too. I grew up a chinaman in Manhattan's low income Spanish Harlem. I thought and trained like a thug for years. I also had a lot of street fights and stupid conflicts. But now I know better.
Might I suggest:
http://www.amazon.com/Truth-About-Se...1713518&sr=8-1
http://www.amazon.com/Gift-Fear-Gavi...1713545&sr=1-1
Best regards,