Keep looking little dude, you'll find it.
But if you've not done anything before, I wouldn't try to learn on line. I think I'd concentrate on being fit and strong, and that way you'll have a good base when you get into MA, rather than building bad habits through not having a teacher.
'"4 ounces deflect 1000 pounds" represents a skill potential, if you stand in front of a 1000 pound charging bull and apply four ounces of deflection, well, you get the picture..' - Tai Chi Bob
"My car has a lot of parts in there that I don't know about, don't know what they're called, haven't seen them and wouldn't know what they were if someone pointed them out to me .... doesn't mean they're not in there." - Evolution Fist