List Specific Benefits of Internal Arts

[David82]

Internal Arts profess to give their practitioners mental and physical benefits. I'm greatly interested in what benefits do regular practitioners (not mythical masters from China) see within themselves.

Has Tai Chi (Ba Gua, Xingyi, etc.) made you be able to handle stress better? Be less anxious? Be more patient? Be able to concentrate for a longer period of time? Improved your mood?

Has it made a chronic illness go away? Helped recuperate from an injury? Allowed you to move better in general? Made you feel more confident in defending yourself?

If you can, please list any mental and physical benefits that you have received, how long you have been practicing, and what specific style you do.

[JohnnyMnemonic]

Internal Arts profess to give their practitioners mental and physical benefits. I'm greatly interested in what benefits do regular practitioners (not mythical masters from China) see within themselves.

Has Tai Chi (Ba Gua, Xingyi, etc.) made you be able to handle stress better?

Yes. Tai Chi does change you so that you are less stressed. Tai Chi builds up the "yin" part of your body so you can absorb more stress before you blow up. I put the yin in quotes because people define it in so many different ways. Tai Chi makes something inside of your body grow. This something has the property that it allows you to resist stress better. It is like a big pillow.

Be less anxious?

Yes. For the same reason listed above. Anxiety is usually due to a person being tight. Because Tai Chi relaxes you and makes that soft stuff grow, the body is not so tight so it does not produce the anxiety reaction so much.

Be more patient?

Yes. For the same reasons listed above. That soft stuff absorbs anxiety, tension and anything else that tests your patience.

Be able to concentrate for a longer period of time?

I will say yes. I have always had the ability to concentrate for long periods of time. I cannot tell you if it got better or not after Tai Chi.

Improved your mood?

Yes. You will become more calm and thoughtful. Your emotions will become more stable so that you do not bounce from one to the other.

Has it made a chronic illness go away? Helped recuperate from an injury? Allowed you to move better in general?

Absolutely without a doubt yes. It has not made a chronic illness go away. It has helped alleviate the condition. I know without a doubt that I move completely different from before I started Tai Chi. I know that I move differently from most regular people on the street.

Made you feel more confident in defending yourself?

Sort of. Not in the way you mean. You mean can I fight with someone better. Maybe, maybe not. I am more confident in defending myself because I would probably never get in a fight. The Tai Chi has helped me to read people. I can talk them out of fighting.

Or, because Tai Chi gave me confidence in my body and myself, I don't mind letting a person think what they want. If they want to fight me, I am willing to act like a weakling and let the fight go away. If the other guy brags about how he made me back down, I don't mind now the way it bothered me before I took Tai Chi.

If you can, please list any mental and physical benefits that you have received, how long you have been practicing, and what specific style you do.

Yang Style. Off and on for 10 or 15 years.

Ability to see "energy" in people. Energy as in the person's intention, not pretty colors. I can see what the person wants to do. If they want to move an arm or a leg, if they want to talk, if they are hiding something, etc. etc. etc.

Ability to sense energy defined as "electromagnetic energy that can cross distances invisibly". I can tell when people are focusing on me. I can tell if a person a block away is focusing on me if it is quiet.

Increased my own energy, defined as the electromagnetic kind of energy described above. More commonly I have increased my good energy. One of the problems with being a kung fu or Tai Chi person is that you will increase your energy tremoundously. All human beings want and need energy. Do you see the problem?

You have energy. People want energy. Whether a person believes in energy or not, their body will do what it needs to do. Their body wants energy and will do what it can to get that energy. If that means taking it from someone else, that is what the body will do. What choice does it have? The person's brain has decided there is no energy so it stops the body from doing what it needs to in order to obtain energy. The body is forced to act on i's own.

What that translates to is what I call "Zombies". People who unknowingly want or need energy. Zombies will follow you everywhere in order to try and take your energy. They don't know what they are doing intellectually. Their brain is unaware. But their body keeps following and following and following.

Some people may have a hard time believing that. This is where your kung fu scholar training starts. Do you know of anything in the world that might corroborate what I just said? Sure you do.

Don't priests stay by themselves all the time? Aren't monks secluded all the time? Aren't mystics and magicians supposed to be solitary people? All of those people are associated with high energy. The priest with high holy energy, the monk with high energy, and the mystics and magicians with high magical energy.

All of those people are solitary hermits because if they go out in public, people will steal their energy. It is such hard work to build it up that after awhile, you become very protective of it. A Zombie can suck all the energy out of you in 5 minutes.

I hope I am not saying too much. On top of the Zombies who unknowingly suck your energy, you have evil people who knowingly suck the energy out of others. This is the origin of Vampire legends. Vampires do not suck blood. They suck the energy out of people. These evil people purposely seek out others in order to drain them dry of energy. I really do not like them at all. A Zombie is to be pitied because they do not know any better. The evil people are maliciously and knowingly hurting others.

I learned some of how the human body works on a very deep level. The discoveries to me are beyond my wildest imagination. It is nothing like how you read the human body works in an anatomy or medical book.

I have developed the ability to see how people move if that makes sense. I can tell if a person is a kung fu person by the way their body moves. I can diagnose problems in a person's body by watching them walk or move about.

[David82]

Thanks for the excellent response JohnnyMnemonic! You didn’t say too much, you gave me a great deal of interesting info. I previously haven’t though of a connection between energy vampires and internal artists. While we are on the topic of energy, how would you associate energy (more precisely the possession of high energy) and luck? Would you say that someone with high energy could attract more things that they want (i.e. have better luck)?

P.S. For everyone else, I’m still very curious as to what other regular practitioners have gained from internal practice.

[TaiChiBob]

Greetings..

Johnny: Interesting post! Is it your experience that you can equally defend yourself, energetically, from the intended or unintended assaults by those seeking your energy? Although i perceive the same concepts you describe, i rely on different terminology..

Have you ever met a "natural ground", someone that, through no specific intent or training, acts like a lightning rod, grounding/draining your energies very quickly? I have little understanding of "natural grounds", but i am fascinated (and a little spooked) by their effect.. I have only met 2 and one of the 2 was confirmed by my mentor, he said, just avoid, they generally mean no harm.. from my experience, they have few friends or relationships.. people just tire quickly in their presence, which is unfortunate because it can set-up conditions for emotional issues for the oblivious afflicted..

Be well..

[David82]

Hey TaiChiBob, I have met one or two people in my life around whom I felt tired. However, I believe they were more along the lines of an emotional vampire than a natural ground. When I was getting along with the above person, nothing was wrong. However, when the relationship went downhill, I constantly felt drained while in the presence of the person and for some time afterwards, even though on the surface we supposedly patched things up.

Places can have this affect as well. For example, hospitals (not all but most) tend to leave me drained and with a headache after I’m done visiting. I don’t know how much of it is psychological and how much is “energetic”.

Also, if anyone has anyone else has any benefits they gained from internal arts, let me know.

[YiLiQuan1]

Internal Arts profess to give their practitioners mental and physical benefits. I'm greatly interested in what benefits do regular practitioners (not mythical masters from China) see within themselves.

Internal arts profess a lot of things, most of which are little more than fantasy...

Has Tai Chi (Ba Gua, Xingyi, etc.) made you be able to handle stress better? Be less anxious? Be more patient? Be able to concentrate for a longer period of time? Improved your mood?

No art can do this any better than any other art can... Further, minus some serious hormone level testing before, during, and after training, it'd be pretty hard to document these abstract benefits.

A person gets off their butt, goes out, does some type of exercise through movement, they will certainly be able to handle stress and anxiety better (already plenty of scientific evidence to support this), which will increase their ability to be patient and concentrate for longer periods of time. Through the release of simple endorphins, mood will be elevated... All of this can be obtained through any form of exercise, not just the mystical magical Internal Arts. Frankly, it's these kinds of claims that cause internal training to be laughed at so frequently these days... Well, that and the goofy people that support these claims...

Has it made a chronic illness go away? Helped recuperate from an injury? Allowed you to move better in general?

Again, just like normal ol' exercise, chronic problems can be recovered from through the invigoration of the entire body through regular work out sessions. Nothing special there... I lift weights, and that's done wonders for my herniated discs and arthritic knees...

Made you feel more confident in defending yourself?

If it's a martial art I'd certainly hope that at least the illusion of being able to defend one's self is present, if not the actual ability. All the folks doing new age Tie Chee in parks while wearing silky garments, all so they can reach a higher plane of consciousness, are wasting their time... Taijiquan was, is, and with a little luck will remain, a fighting art.

You mean can I fight with someone better. Maybe, maybe not. I am more confident in defending myself because I would probably never get in a fight. The Tai Chi has helped me to read people. I can talk them out of fighting.

If, after 10 - 15 years of training, you still don't know whether you could win a simple fight, you think you'll be able to talk your opponent down, and you see "zombies," you should seriously reconsider a) what alleged martial art you've been studying, and b) your world view.

There are no "energy vampires," and there are no "zombies." Monks and priests stay away from others because often their vows require celibacy (and being around women makes that tough), poverty (easier to rely only on yourself when you don't have material things thrust in your face constantly), etc. "Magicians" and the like stay away from others because a) they don't really exist, b) most people realize this, and c) it's easier to be a make-believe "magician" when there aren't evil townsfolk trying to light you on fire.

Enjoy.

what specific style you do.

Yiliquan - a combination of Baixingquan (a Northern Shaolin derivative), Shanxi Xinqyiquan, Yang Taijiquan, and Cheng Baguazhang. Been doing it since 1986. No magic powers, no "energy vampires," and best of all no "zombies." Just people with their brains engaged, and others not so much...

[David82]

Hey YiLiQuan1, thanks for the reply. I also lift and do (did) a variety of different MAs. I suppose when I asked my question I thought of something such as Yoga.

Many people claim to have gotten benefits from Yoga that things like lifting and cardio will not do. As for me, whenever I have a nagging injury, yoga seems to take it away better than anything else.

Since many similar claims have been made about the internal arts, I wanted to ask people who have been doing the stuff on a regular basis about their experience.

As for energy vampires, I don’t know, I feel something around different people. It may be explained from a psychological viewpoint or an “energetic” one. I don’t know but am open to both explanations.

What do you mean there are no Zombies??? Now how will I explain the mental state of half of my friends…

[brianK]

In my experience, psychic vampirism, whether intentional or not, seems to be a genuine phenomenon. A wiccan girl I used to go to acupuncture school with once told me a defense: while meditating, visualize a sphere of golden light eminating from qi hai dan tian while a tube of purple light rises up your central core and out of your bai hui point. A little new agey for my taste, and more related to kundalini than qigong, but the girl did seem pretty tapped in to... something. Also in one of Shouyu Liang's qigong books he had a golden light mudra involving touching the index and pinky fingers together while a sphere of golden light is visualized eminating from the dan tian.
On the topic of the thread, I've been in ma's a little over 10 years, ima's a little over 5 (Chen Taiji about 5, bagua about 3, xingyi for a little over a year). I almost never get sick these days, despite having been a pretty sickly kid. Also, my joints feel a lot better than in my Choy lay fut or karate/jujutsu days. Martially I feel I've gotten a lot more efficient, my projection has increased, and obviously my yielding skills have gotten better. All of this I think is a direct result of ima practice.

Regards,
Brian

[David82]

Hey briakK, thanks for the reply. Pretty cool info on the meditation/ visualization against psychic vampirism. So she was into Yoga kundalini stuff? Interesting. Good to hear that internal arts boosted your immune system and your joints.

[JohnnyMnemonic]

Thanks for the excellent response JohnnyMnemonic! You didn’t say too much, you gave me a great deal of interesting info. I previously haven’t though of a connection between energy vampires and internal artists. While we are on the topic of energy, how would you associate energy (more precisely the possession of high energy) and luck? Would you say that someone with high energy could attract more things that they want (i.e. have better luck)?

What do you mean by things? Luck as in finding a penny? I think that happens.

If you mean luck as in meeting good people, getting a good job, anything to do with people, the answer is yes. It is not luck. If you have good energy, people want to be your slaves. I find this ugly but that is what happens. People will do anything for you. Give you money, sex, lick your toes, anything.

You want to hear something embarrassing? I was at the grocery store one day. I live in a city that is almost taken over by asians. I was in the parking lot and an asian man was was being followed by a white woman. The asian man appeared to be supervisor or something for the store. The woman was a regular employee at the store. I watched them because something odd was going on.

The man is walking away as if trying to leave. The woman is following as if trying to prevent him to leave. Finally the man stops. Then the woman, in the middle of the parking lot, gets down on her knees right in front of the man. It looked like she was preparing to perform oral sex on him. It was not exactly the sex posture. She was pretending she was picking up something or some other reason to get down on the ground. Right at eye level with his groin.

The woman was a "Zombie". The Asian man had high energy. The white woman wanted that energy. She followed him for as long as she could, then she literally got down on her knees in front of him in the wide open public parking lot. She didn't care what it looked like. She wanted his energy.

From the perspective of the Asian man, that is luck. Everywhere you go, strange women will get down on their knees in front of him. His friends will call him lucky. But it is not luck. It is the energy that he has.


You can spot high energy people this way. If you see someone getting down on their knees in the vicinity of another person, the one standing has high energy. The one on the ground is trying to steal some of it. They don't have to have a malicious intent. If you asked them, they may not even know what energy is.

[JohnnyMnemonic]

Greetings..

Johnny: Interesting post! Is it your experience that you can equally defend yourself, energetically, from the intended or unintended assaults by those seeking your energy?

No. I don't believe there is a defense energetically. Unless you count making the other person sick as a defense. If you want to put your energy on them, or manipulate their energy, so they become sick and leave of their own accord, I guess that could be defined as an energy defense.

If someone wants to suck your energy, the only way to stop it is to leave the area, do something physical to interfere with them, or verbally distract them or interrupt their concentration. In my opinion.

Have you ever met a "natural ground", someone that, through no specific intent or training, acts like a lightning rod, grounding/draining your energies very quickly? I have little understanding of "natural grounds", but i am fascinated (and a little spooked) by their effect.. I have only met 2 and one of the 2 was confirmed by my mentor, he said, just avoid, they generally mean no harm.. from my experience, they have few friends or relationships.. people just tire quickly in their presence, which is unfortunate because it can set-up conditions for emotional issues for the oblivious afflicted..

Be well..

That is an interesting term. Natural ground. Much more polite and caring than calling someone a Zombie. No blame or judgement to it. I say Zombie because that is how they look and behave. Yes I have met them.

[JohnnyMnemonic]

Internal arts profess a lot of things, most of which are little more than fantasy...
Frankly, it's these kinds of claims that cause internal training to be laughed at so frequently these days... Well, that and the goofy people that support these claims...

Wow! I wondered when a negative person would show up.

Again, just like normal ol' exercise, chronic problems can be recovered from through the invigoration of the entire body through regular work out sessions. Nothing special there... I lift weights, and that's done wonders for my herniated discs and arthritic knees...

You are completely wrong. Tai Chi and weight lifting are so far apart as to not even be in the same room. You will give yourself health problems later in life with weight lifting. Don't beleive me. Look for yourself. Look at old weightlifters. Do they live a long time? Do they look healthy? I thought they usually died young. Their bodies usually sag and become fat in old age.

On the other hand, a Tai Chi guy will look like he is 50 when he is 80. I see old chinese people all the time that look 50 and then they start talking or walking and you can tell they must be at least 80.

If it's a martial art I'd certainly hope that at least the illusion of being able to defend one's self is present, if not the actual ability. All the folks doing new age Tie Chee in parks while wearing silky garments, all so they can reach a higher plane of consciousness, are wasting their time... Taijiquan was, is, and with a little luck will remain, a fighting art.

You are wrong. You are judging these people through your needs. You need to be able to fight and beat up other people. Other people do not have the same need. As long as you think Tai Chi is only for fighting, that is all you will ever find. You are not looking for anything else. If you are looking for a chevy, you don't see the fords, or toyotas or mitsubishis. You have tunnel vision and are blind to anything but what you want to see.

If, after 10 - 15 years of training, you still don't know whether you could win a simple fight,

Have you ever had a teacher who instructed you on how to be humble? I think not. How many kung fu masters in a movie do you see standing on a table braying "I can beat all of you". I never saw that movie. The movies I saw, the master was quiet, shy, and sat in the back.

you think you'll be able to talk your opponent down,

I am not certain what you mean by "talking them down". I do this all the time. I don't know why it is hard to believe.

I was at the park the other day. A large black man and a young white kid were playing around at kung fu. The black guy had a kung fu stance and the white kid was trying to get in. The black guy was playing with the white kid. The white kid did not have a clue. I watched a little and walked away. The black guy knew that he was playing games with the white guy. I didn't really want to see that.

I try to avoid going out in public because I have trouble with people. My energy draws people like a magnet. Zombies follow me everywhere. What is just as much of a problem is tough guys. Which is really funny in a way.

I am an older, overweight white guy. If you saw me you would not even look at me. I present no threat at all. Yet for some reason, if I go out in public, tough guys try to pick fights with me. It is my energy. They can feel it and like a dog they want to challenge me.

I was in the park with my dog. I am listening to some drummers and the black guy walks up to me. He was a big black guy. He starts talking about how someone he knew had a dog like mine. The dog barked at him and he picked it up and threw it.

The black guy was challenging me. He wanted me to say "Let me see you try that with my dog" or something like that. I just looked at him. I knew he wanted a fight. I run into people like him all the time. I just stood there.

He kept on talking about the dog and this and that. I said yes and uh huh and "that is interesting". The black guy really really wanted to fight. After about 5 or 10 minutes, he gave up and walked away. He had no choice. I never gave him anything that he could use to start a fight. He would have used even the smallest resistance or challenge to him as an excuse to fight. I didn't give it to him.

I talked him out of his need to beat up a total stranger. What I say is true and it works.

and you see "zombies," you should seriously reconsider a) what alleged martial art you've been studying, and b) your world view.

Zombie is a word that is familiar to people. Most people have seen a zombie movie. They know what a zombie looks like and how it moves. A person can easily visualize what a Zombie looks like. You can use it as a visualization tool, or you can reject and ridicule it. The choice is yours.

If you wish, I have a whole load of pictures of zombies. I don't know if they will mean anything to you. If you can't see the signs, I can't make you see them. It requires some experience in reading peoples bodies.

There are no "energy vampires," and there are no "zombies."

You are wrong. Roll your eyes all you want. Again I have pictures of both. It is easy. First we agree on a definition of vampire or zombie. Then I show you pictures. In my wide definition, any person sucking the energy out of another person, maliciously or not, is a vampire. I can post example pictures of this for the next year.

Yiliquan - a combination of Baixingquan (a Northern Shaolin derivative), Shanxi Xinqyiquan, Yang Taijiquan, and Cheng Baguazhang. Been doing it since 1986. No magic powers, no "energy vampires," and best of all no "zombies." Just people with their brains engaged, and others not so much...

That is sad. You have never had a real teacher. Or your instructors must wonder where they went wrong with you.

I think I must have been blessed.

Are any of your teachers real chinese? People may get angry with me, but in my experience it is very rare to meet white people who are anywhere near as good at teaching this stuff as real chinese people from china.

[YiLiQuan1]

Wow! I wondered when a negative person would show up.

I'm negative because I don't believe in "energy vampires" or "zombies?" You betcha...

You are completely wrong. Tai Chi and weight lifting are so far apart as to not even be in the same room.

Of course you're correct... Using the body to move with resistance of some kind absolutely is 100% unlike using the body to move with resistance of some other kind...

You will give yourself health problems later in life with weight lifting. Don't beleive me. Look for yourself. Look at old weightlifters. Do they live a long time? Do they look healthy? I thought they usually died young. Their bodies usually sag and become fat in old age.

Two names - Joe Weider and Jack LaLanne. They sure did go to pot as they aged, didn't they... Oh, wait... That was someone else, since they were both in incredible shape in their later years.

On the other hand, a Tai Chi guy will look like he is 50 when he is 80. I see old chinese people all the time that look 50 and then they start talking or walking and you can tell they must be at least 80.

You watch too many movies... I've seen plenty of martial artists, internal and external, and age is age. It isn't the years, it's the mileage. I've seen old Asian folks who've lived hard lives looking older than their years, and I've seen pampered Westerners look amazing when they were elderly. Tie Chee doesn't change anything regular ol' exercise wouldn't change.

You are wrong. You are judging these people through your needs. You need to be able to fight and beat up other people. Other people do not have the same need. As long as you think Tai Chi is only for fighting, that is all you will ever find. You are not looking for anything else. If you are looking for a chevy, you don't see the fords, or toyotas or mitsubishis. You have tunnel vision and are blind to anything but what you want to see.

No, I'm judging the needy people by the modality they employ to obtain their desired results. It's much less about mythical benefits ascribed to the partial practice of a martial art, and more about finding an appropriate outlet for their interests. Flaky hippie wannabes want the mystical, semi-spiritual benefits martial practice has been reputed to provide, except the origin of said benefits are avoided entirely (i.e. stress, combat, and physical exertion). I've even heard some of these Tie Chee goons say that sweating was unhealthy... Only if you're trying to keep the weight on...

Have you ever had a teacher who instructed you on how to be humble? I think not.

There's a difference between being "humble" and failing to speak the truth. HAve you ever had a teacher who taught you how to have the courage to speak up when others were blatantly wrong? Or are you just another politically correct obsequious nutter trying desperately to hang onto an Asian fantasy of magical kung fu masters and metaphysical powers?

How many kung fu masters in a movie do you see standing on a table braying "I can beat all of you". I never saw that movie. The movies I saw, the master was quiet, shy, and sat in the back.

And now we begin to see the problem... You mistake movies for reality. If your version of reality is based on Hong Kong cinema, I suspect you believe only Chinese can truly do martial arts and understand the "spirit" of kung fu, and that those spectacular jumps aren't done with wires...

I am not certain what you mean by "talking them down". I do this all the time. I don't know why it is hard to believe.

When someone intent on doing you bodily harm is charging down the alley at you, talk him down. Go ahead, chat him up and see if, as he's pile driving you into the pavement, your inability to fight really helps. Remember, the "martial" part of "martial arts" implies conflict and combat. It ain't all incense, meditation and pretty thoughts...

I was at the park the other day. A large black man and a young white kid were playing around at kung fu. The black guy had a kung fu stance and the white kid was trying to get in. The black guy was playing with the white kid. The white kid did not have a clue. I watched a little and walked away. The black guy knew that he was playing games with the white guy. I didn't really want to see that.

What does your story have to do with anything? Further, why did you have to describe them via race? I get a kick out of that subtle implication... Additionally, the story didn't make any sense to begin with...

I try to avoid going out in public because I have trouble with people. My energy draws people like a magnet. Zombies follow me everywhere. What is just as much of a problem is tough guys. Which is really funny in a way.

Uh, yeah... You avoid going out in public because you have trouble interacting with folks who are firmly grounded in reality. Zombies don't "follow" you, nor do "tough guys."

[YiLiQuan1]

I am an older, overweight white guy.

Which leads me to believe your avoidance of weight lifting has more to do with being out of shape than a genuine, scientifically documented potential for long term disability (which, I might point out, documentation completely debunks). Stay away from the vampires and zombies and lift some weights. You'd be surprised at how good you'll feel...

If you saw me you would not even look at me. I present no threat at all. Yet for some reason, if I go out in public, tough guys try to pick fights with me. It is my energy. They can feel it and like a dog they want to challenge me.

Or maybe it's your personality grating on them as you insist non-real things are real...? Just a thought.

I was in the park with my dog. I am listening to some drummers and the black guy walks up to me. He was a big black guy. He starts talking about how someone he knew had a dog like mine. The dog barked at him and he picked it up and threw it.

Ever think your appearance draws attention to you? Maybe the guy really didn't like your dog. Maybe "anything." I suspect it had more to do with the guy's personal background and baggage than your "energy" drawing him to you.

And why's it got to be a "black" guy? Again with the Freudian slip bit...

The black guy was challenging me. He wanted me to say "Let me see you try that with my dog" or something like that. I just looked at him. I knew he wanted a fight. I run into people like him all the time. I just stood there.

Sure, sure... You took the moral high ground. The way things have been painted in your post, the big bad black man came up to the poor, helpless, chubby white guy, and tried to intimidate him. But, with your zuper kung fu skillz, you managed to avoid a fight through nonconfrontation... Or maybe you were just to scared to do anything like stick up for yourself?

He kept on talking about the dog and this and that. I said yes and uh huh and "that is interesting". The black guy really really wanted to fight. After about 5 or 10 minutes, he gave up and walked away. He had no choice. I never gave him anything that he could use to start a fight. He would have used even the smallest resistance or challenge to him as an excuse to fight. I didn't give it to him.

Yep, you've got mad kung fu master skillz. You are superior to the angry black man. Chubby white guy 1, angry black man 0.

I talked him out of his need to beat up a total stranger. What I say is true and it works.

You didn't "talk him out" of anything... You stood there, did your best to be nonconfrontational, probably more out of fear than anything else (since you wouldn't have the confidence to protect yourself due to the lack of fight training you seem to have), and he ultimately got bored and left. Granted, it may have been an ego issue on his part, but it wasn't your kung fu master/jedi knight mind tricks that made him go away... He lost interest, nothing more.

Zombie is a word that is familiar to people. Most people have seen a zombie movie. They know what a zombie looks like and how it moves. A person can easily visualize what a Zombie looks like. You can use it as a visualization tool, or you can reject and ridicule it. The choice is yours.

What I reject is the idea that you are so full of goodness and light, qi and enlightenment, that you see the rest of the world in terms of vampires and zombies. I realize you aren't implying zombies in the sense of Romero zombies, but the implication that you are so much better than everyone else is ridiculous. It sounds much more like an overweight, out of shape, older man hiding in a fantasy where he's more powerful than what reality would have everyone believe.

If you wish, I have a whole load of pictures of zombies. I don't know if they will mean anything to you. If you can't see the signs, I can't make you see them. It requires some experience in reading peoples bodies.

Yeah, whatever...

You are wrong. Roll your eyes all you want. Again I have pictures of both. It is easy. First we agree on a definition of vampire or zombie. Then I show you pictures. In my wide definition, any person sucking the energy out of another person, maliciously or not, is a vampire. I can post example pictures of this for the next year.

And these pictures you've taken display the energy being sucked out of others? That energy is something we can document, quantify, and measure, right? Or maybe it's just an emotional, psychological reaction to people you don't like? I suspect that's more accurate than the explanation that there are people who "suck" energy from others...

That is sad. You have never had a real teacher. Or your instructors must wonder where they went wrong with you.

Yeah, you're right... I'm the one that's completely off my rocker by calling you out on your Dungeons and Dragons-esque world view. My teacher(s) are therefore also suspect because they didn't teach me to be similarly blinded to reality. Sure, why not? That's way easier than acknowledging that your perceptions are completlely out of line with what the rest of humanity knows of how the world works...

I think I must have been blessed.

If by "blessed" you mean "divested of all common sense, having same replaced with an exaggerated sense of the fantastic," then yes, you've been blessed...

Are any of your teachers real chinese? People may get angry with me, but in my experience it is very rare to meet white people who are anywhere near as good at teaching this stuff as real chinese people from china.

Your on the money with that one... Only the Chinese can truly understand, perform, and teach kung fu. Neat how my prediction earlier in this post is confirmed by your comment here...

You live in a fantasy world, your perceptions are based upon movie storylines, and you are a closet racist with an "asian-ophile" trend. Drop the pretense and get a grip on the throat of reality.

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One of the Yang ancestors (don't remember which one sorry) was said to be very hard and bad tempered (he was said to have killed a student of his). Tai Chi never helped his temper or aggressivity.

If Tai Chi or any other Internal/External arts help your character to be built/modified in my opinion depends on your personality. For some people making puzzles is relaxing just the same and if you ask them I am sure they say it helps them to face new stresses and so on.

As per the "Chi" energy, I don't know what to tell you. I have been practicing Tai Chi for almost 1 year (on and off, depending on how busy I am and weather coz I don't like doing it at home) and never felt anything close to what people define energy. I think I am getting close to believe that it is all a creation of people's mind. I have always been sceptic and that I guess takes me away from the right state of mind of feeling it.

Just my opinion of course...