I appreciate your patience with me
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Originally Posted by
Lucas
You don't have to fight. It's not for everyone. Keeping in mind that defending ones self and those you care about is not the same thing. If you're able to be safe in the end is what is important. Follow your own way. If non violence is your path, then walk it. I don't know if you practice gongfu or not, but remember always that your wushu is yours and yours alone, and you are free to do with yourself as you wish.
I don't practice Kung Fu but when I was younger I aspired to have a sense of honor with it and it made me feel noble. Even if your reason for fighting is justifiable, you still can get arrested for injuring the opponent so I choose reason although I may be called a ponk or coward but to avoid jail is sensible. I really can't see how to follow my own way and I don't know what that way is but I try to have a mind not filled with glory for thinking less of others. I know Lucifer influences my thoughts and destiny so I have to be wary of my conscience at all times to maintain a sense of integrity. I am not free to feel the way I want to be because people don't want me to control them with a sense of self control so it's hard to be myself. I don't see how one can feel positive by hitting another because all people have the body of man, or am I wrong? As I live my life I try to understand the unknown with my paranoia but no one is recognizing this paranoia so I can't feel comfortable with them but I feel threatened. I am living my life for the greater good and the eventual liberation of the Aliens among us although people don't want me to be their buddy. I am even sure what to say since I don't know the origin of my thoughts. May the lord guide you if required. I am feeling anxious so I will leave the library now. Sorry for my incomplete ideas--I am balancing known and unknown.